Girl Problems

Know that I seldom whine or bitch publicly in this blog about any girl problems whatsoever but there's this just one thing that is about to transition from "irritating" to downright "frustrating".

I do believe that it all started last week when things got a bit hectic and busy for me at home, at work, and at school. We had websites to be done, researches that needed researching, two essay orders, and the summer heat that has begun to beat down on meh. So before shit started going to hell real fast, we had plenty of time for daily texting, calling, and talking. I guess she started to think I was mad at her or something when I stopped calling, replied sparingly, and was seldom in a chatty mood. I mean, JEEZ LOUIZ!!! IF YOU HAD TO RESEARCH ON THE GLARINGLY CONFUSING TOPIC OF CHAOS THEORY WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY MAKING NUMEROUS WEB SITES AS WELL AS TWO 800-WORD ESSAYS, THEN I SUPPOSE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME OR ENERGY NOW WOULD YOU....???

But I guess it is pretty much my fault...I did feel a bit frustrated with the work load and a lot of anger towards a certain FOREIGN entity that I couldn't afford to I was a bit "snappish" and to quote her own words, I was a bit "cold"...Damnit...It's just that I'm not a very social creature to begin with. I mean, it's not that I don't feel anything towards those close to me. It's just that I'm not very good at expressing it unless...well, unless nothing actually...

Hraaargh...that's not even the most frustrating part...I acknowledged my negligence, apologized, talked on the phone, texted, talked, but all I get are "whatevers", "bastas", and very often a glaring stare. Hey, I'm TRYING to make an effort...X_X


"Paradrop me in the middle of communist colony or maroon me in Mars. Communicating with the inhabitants over there will be a lot easier than trying to make sense of girlspeak."

Well speaking of girl speak...It turns out they have another term for grabbing a...errrr...I'll blog *that* sordid event in another post...

Mother of Mercy!!! While I was blogging this, she texted me if she could call...I was unable to reply because it was WAAAY too late in the night when I noticed the message. Aurgh...

Sick (Again)

I was absent from school today. The reason is a combination of being too lazy to go to school and a touch of the flu. Enough said...

Anyway, I spent the day reading the bored of that real quick. 50 pumps with 10 pound weights...took a shower...daydreamed about L4D (i<3hunter>

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

:P Gawd my head is killing me...I'm off to the lonely realm of my bedroom... :(